YO, DJ NAZI PIG @#$%OT NERD: THIS IS YOUR LAST WARNING. STEP OFF MY APARTMENT AUDIO, STEP OFF MY BANDCAMP PAGE AND STEP OFF MY BROWSER, YOU'VE NOTHING TO DEBUNK NOW, HITLER JUNIOR. @#$%IN' NERD.

STOP UPPING THE ANTE ON MY OWN MUSIC FROM ABOVE, JACKASS PRANKSTER DORK! That lead sounds like a flute but I can't be YOUR "pied-piper" too, ok? Also, I'm not religious, I'm into heathenism. I won't blast you for taking Satan too seriously if you don't blast me for being faithless there. I still love the metaphysical in music. My sour music magic is like a big zesty pot of chili with extra lemon juice in it. DON'T PUT NO @#$%IN' SUGAR IN MY CHILI OR I'LL GET PISSED OFF! You may use sour cream only. STOP spanking ME with your keyboard and maybe I'll stop spanking THEM with my mpc, get it, geek? STOP forcing "jump for the money, bitch!" on me over a stoned schizo's free downloads!

Just so you know, you can't get a straight answer out of noise about me or Tim. Noise is a rough popularity contest about anal sex games. I don't DO sex games bands or sex games musicians OR popularity contests. I'm not a teenager anymore. Sexual humiliation ain't part of my presentations, sorry. To the rude veterans that won't leave me alone, I'm not your fucked up kids you're abusin'. I'm an abused veteran's kid too. If you can't handle that, fuck you motherfucker. So far, Wolf Eyes, Hunting Lodge, Ape Technology, .nema, Kathode, Temple of Void, Daylight Robbery, my family, F.H.P.D. and some USMC screamos pressure me to be suicidal over THEIR bullshit. Why are YOU doin' that too? You just made it increasingly more and more difficult for a disabled US veteran's children to escape the stigma of being themselves. I'm thoroughly disgusted with you and your people.

This song is for people that like crazy music. I wrote this song to make your head explode personally if you killed my best friend. Everybody loves Tim that ain't just an evil, emotionless bully. Some people where I live pretend that they're not evil, emotionless bullies while they're terrorizing disabled psychiatric patients. They just pretend that they have a good enough excuse to TERRORIZE us HORRIBLY. Still pretending you're NOT a bully? YOU MURDERED MY BEST FRIEND TIM AND YOU'RE STILL TERRORIZING ME OVER THIS GREAT PARTY SONG I WROTE TO REMEMBER HIM WITH. YOU'RE PROBABLY A VETERAN. YOU MIGHT BE A PIG. YOU'RE A SERIAL KILLER. I DON'T SYMPATHIZE WITH EVIL PEOPLE. I SYMPATHIZE WITH EVIL MUSIC BUT NOT EVIL PEOPLE. YOU'RE NOT GOD AND I'M NOT RELIGIOUS SO STOP PLAYING IMMATURE PRETENTIOUS GAMES, EVIL NAZI @#$%OT. THIS SONG IS FOR MY BEST FRIEND WHO DIED IN VAIN TO MAKE ME SUICIDAL, NOT FOR THE EMOTIONLESS EVIL CREEP THAT MURDERED HIM.

NO, I'm NOT gay and Tim ain't gay neither. Tim was a humble, disabled civilian that got murdered for noise and Wolf Eyes. FUCK PATRICK HARSH, FUCK DARYL FRASER, BUT NEVER LITERALLY 'CAUSE THEY'RE BOTH DISEASED EVIL PEOPLE.

By "schizo" and "gonzo" I mean that I have schizophrenia myself, and I'm taking recreational marijuana in Michigan as my only self-prescribed medication. It really helps for all your extreme corporate studio abuse issues Steady recreational marijuana is the development that my brains really needed and it only helps me as an adult. Marijuana used to make me paranoid after I had an overwhelming bad-trip at 18 years old. By my 30's, smoking pot became a healthy activity for me. I quit marlboros with smokin' pot instead. Then I had to cut down on coffee and meat and pot too. I'm healthier and stronger but my neighborhood is full of stoner-haters. I'm just taking it like a chill-pill now, except it's a pipe.I want to smoke in peace where I live, but someone goes through my home stalking me looking for weed every time I leave my apartment. Farmington Hills police won't help me with that, and my dad just makes fun of me and blames the break-ins on my psychiatric problems. My dad is really into emotional abuse. He loves to crumple me up like a paper bag, 'cause he can't play his way out of a wet paper-bag. "Gonzo" just means a schizo taking their medication. They treat me like I'm psychotic for smoking pot and it just helps me chill-out and do cool mathematics for Tim's song. I don't get why people are so irritatingly rude about it. Irritatingly rude about a schizophrenia patient's needs? That's my crooked veteran dad too.

YES I'M SURREAL. THAT'S WHAT THIS KIND OF MUSICAL ARCHITECTURE DOES WITH MPC 1000 os.2.10 MAYBE YOU SHOULD BE AN ADULT. IF YOU'RE OVER 21, I SUGGEST A BEER. IF YOU'RE AN ABUSED RECREATIONAL MARIJUANA USER PLEASE USE CAUTION OVER 40. MAYBE I'M THE BEER ON TOP OF IT. MAYBE I'M NOT FOR KIDS EVEN THOUGH I'M TUNED UP LIKE AN ICE CREAM TRUCK. YOU SURE THAT'S AN ICE-CREAM TRUCK? THE RIFFS ARE JUST AS IMPORTANT AS THE MATH TO ME. THE RHYTHM DON'T CHANGE 'CAUSE I'M NOT A DRUMMER. I KNOW I freak you out. That's a healthy reaction, yeah.

MAKE YOUR OWN MUSIC DARKER THAN ME, BUT WITH YOUR OWN ORIGINAL MUSIC, PLEASE. GIVE ME SOMETHING NEW TO LISTEN TO.

NO, YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE INSANE TO ENJOY THIS PARTY MUSIC, BUT YOU MIGHT BE.

THIS SONG IS NOT FOR COUNTER-PRODUCTIVE CRAZY-PEOPLE.

Friends/fiends/fans:

I won't let this song be noise or power electronics. Why do I have to make THEM look smart? Also, I won't let this song NOT BE industrial MUSIC. I don't listen to techno, I prefer industrial music formats. The trash-can drums guy ain't techno, k? Techno won't sequence scrap metal flams for you. Industrial WILL. Get THAT. If there's more than one looping pattern in my song, that's fancier than death-industrial or techno. Expect that fancy to be fancier than industrial noise, this is industrial MUSIC. I'm original and I copied no one else's music to make this song,

I made this music specifically for schizophrenia patients, slow people, big people, dysmorphic people and anyone else who likes wild insane music like this. This is industrial music made from a different kind of metal than most people listen to. I'm not trying to change industrial music, I'm insisting that THIS is industrial music too, that's all. Also, I'm not Satanic and I'm not religious. CAN'T BE black metal. I WON'T LET IT BE black metal.

I made a 5-piece death metal band for no vocals on my 2006 model AKAI MPC1000. It's for percussion, bass guitar, two guitars and keyboard. It's the awkward silence with the crickets chirping in it now.

This is a party mix you can hear to remember my big buddy Tim. Tim loved to listen to slow and heavy music with me, so I made a slow and heavy mix for him. It's been really really gloomy without Tim around. It's a pop-out party akai mpc 1000 mix. His family told me that he died of heart failure, but other than cause of death, the cops didn't investigate too much. The cops here don't take disabled people seriously and won't do their jobs for us. They treat us like they treat gay men, but me and Tim are heterosexual straight. Tim had a girlfriend when he died. I don't like casual sex and I don't really date anymore. I'm a normal disabled psychiatric patient that gets abused mostly. I'm not a spoiled rock star. It was a few months before covid hit here in Oakland County Michigan on the 4th of July, 2019 that my best friend Tim mysteriously died. Almost all of my other friends already used me and left me in the trash before covid. That's about "musician" social status and friends that hustle their friends for sleazy sex opportunities, drugs, stealing awesome music I bought or social status vampirism issues though. Tim "died" and left my life with this murder-mystery feeling and smell fresh in the air, never letting down for one second. That's about my evil neighbors/building management. The cops don't investigate all the "normal" neighbors I got who are all bullying me over this song right now like it's a really big deal.

Anal ain't the only one doin' sump'm with industrial music. It's actually DEATH METAL BASS and if you're calling it "n@#$%^ bass" you're white trash and out of style.

If you like slow, spooky industrial music with big chunky pieces and parts check it out!

REDROT ain't a sex, social status, drugs OR rock n roll crisis. It ain't a crisis. I won't let you turn me into a crisis. It's more like art therapy. Tim actually liked to doodle and draw and listen to rough, dark death metal with me. So we did that a bunch while he was still around. He's the reason I was drawing again. I learned to draw pretty well through Novi, MI schools but I mostly gave up my pencils for bass guitar when I was a teenager. I really love artists and brave creative people and Tim was an outsider there but I only encouraged him and helped him get better at it before he died. He's my "art brut" buddy. My best friend Tim C. LOVED to doodle and listen to nasty 1990's cult classic death metal with me. We used to get stoned to Adramelech 'spring of recovery' 45rpm 7" EP screwed up to make it more monstrous sounding, Evoken 'Atra Mors', Cianide 'The Dying Truth' Morbid Angel's "where the slime live," Godflesh 'Streetcleaner' and Bloodlet 'The Seraphim Fall' amongst other putrid slow death doom and sludge metal bands and albums and hang out. Tim liked all my most hideous slow n heavy death metal music too. It was new to him. He is forever remembered by me, he was my best friend ever. R.I.P. Tim. Thanks for being my best buddy when you were here on Earth with us. Tim's dead, so please stop abusing Tim and his family. They're all very good people who gave Tim a place to stay and helped him live here while he was still alive. Everybody was always trying to hustle Tim around our neighborhood, so we just stood up for each other we tried to keep it positive so we made great friends that way. Tim never let me down.

Tim was a really cosmic friend and a really good, nice guy. I made an interstellar music mix to remember him by. He deserves it, he really was that cool.

- ryan oppermann